Are you looking for something to fill your time? How about a new book? Lorehaven has a library listing Christian science fiction and fantasy novels for middle graders, teens, and adults. They have summaries for these books, and with some they have reviews and “discernment” sections where they mention violent content and other factors to consider.
Have you ever heard of Realm Makers? It’s a writers’ organization I’m a member of, and they have a bookstore of Christian speculative fiction as well as Christian nonfiction. They also award writers for best fantasy, science fiction, young adult, middle grade, etc. The following link leads to the 2021 winners list, and maybe you’ll find a new read there.